Doll Parts

Doll Parts because that’s what expected of the female body. To fit into an idea – not just body types beyond that there are all KINDS of dolls remember – but the ideal of legs without blemishes and shakes and firm arms of perfect mathematical proportions. And sure, Courtney at 5’10” literally had a carbon breathing copy of a doll body… the only flaw in it that actually made her more sexy because it showed that she was the magical doll brought to life are her veins.

but there are two kinds of dolls.

the beautiful perfect dolls.

brand new

unplayed with

un sullied.

and then the scary dolls

the one left on the floor of a haunted house the kinds that boys bring girls too to feel macho to have the excuse to hold her hold her hold her tight the sweat of your hands dripping off on to her contaminating her sully sully don’t be sullen, doll don’t cry

kept on display and laughed at merely a trophy in the case or a terrifying dream erased $5000 drops to $5.50 three dollars if you’re lucky in a car wondering why

you didn’t go to law school

and there is joy in the breaking for them joy in reflecting on the memories of when she was new when she was fresh when she was something to collect and the best part about dolls is there’s always a new model and fish can die on plastic legs

daughters aren’t safe that doesn’t solve it ‘oh everyone is someone’s duahter’ exactly sicko and ever girl born wanting dolls becoming one

but men fuck dolls

and money fucks men

when the money runs out and the meds aren’t hard enough

the ache will come

and your heart will die.

PRESENTING THE LATEST MODEL

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Creepin’ Creep

just a waiting a creeping back you push me away but i won’t have that because you know you’re really nice and we have a lot in common you know you’re popping pro and so am i so lets get together yeah yeah yeah two is always twice as dumb so i kicked his sorry ass but not well enough creepin back down the hall checkin out my room creeping kicking again the face of a dog is sad and shouldn’t be hit but creeping back into me trying to access my soul angry why won’t you let me in you know because we have so much in common you don’t have any sex drive but i worked through that i can help wanna see these pictures of me fuck no fuck no fuck no i would prefer not to makes me uncomfortable oh well sorry that you feel that way that i’m a bother i feel so guilty why don’t you see you know
we have so much in common